::BLAH!!!::
Even when you try your hardest to be compliant and helpful, some people will NEVER appreciate you for it. That really does suck. So right now, I'll take some time to vent a little. This little vent is part of my emotional housekeeping. Hopefully by letting it out I'll feel much better and be able to look at what I've written later on and be able to better deal with those types of situations later. I know that everyone goes through their stress, drama, trauma, headaches, rage, and withdrawals. I don't ever want it to seem that I'm insensitive to others and their problems, but I do wonder sometimes where the perspective is. Life is NOT easy, nor will it ever be. Let out your frustrations to those who you consider your support, then let them support you. Find a solution to deal. That's what friends and family are for right? I just ask that you do not take out your emotions on the ones who are supposed to be helping. I find that I do that, and when I realize I did do it, or am doing it, I ALWAYS feel like an ass. It is very difficult to keep your emotions in check, but I can't see how it helps to make everyone else feel upset too. Also, I just want people to remember that they are not the only ones who go through certain problems and that playing victim never helps the situation. I know that I don't always live up to these things, but by making a conscious effort to keep these things in check you'll be able to maintain a heightened sense of awareness. I know that some people will think that I'm full of bull, other people will be like yeah whatever, but for those people who actually try this out I'd like to thank you in advance. It's not going to be easy for some of us, but trying it won't hurt, it can only help. OK. I feel better. I know that who I'm trying to address this to will, probably never read this or maybe they will by some chance. Whatever the case, I'm fulfilling one of my objectives, which in turns help me feel like I'm improving as a person. It's been theraputic, but that's all folks! Thank you and G'nite!
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