Monday, March 24, 2003

::What's Crack-a-lackin'?::


Well people, what's new with me? Not a whole much. I've begun doing some emotional housekeeping. I'm trying to move onto a more positive part of my life and I've begun taking actions to do so. I know that it's going to be hard to maintain the more upbeat outlook and perspective that I would like, but that's work I'm willing to put all my effort into. I've spent a lot of my life almost neglecting my personal problems so that I could feel that I was being helpful to people who didn't really appreciate my help. It took a recent confrontation to help me realize that I put myself in that pattern. Now that I had that epiphany, I feel a whole lot better. I always knew I had a support system, but sometimes who I thought was a part of that support system would be a little hazy. Hopefully, I can make a distinction between my real support and those who are friends simply by convenience. I'm not trying to imply that it's not my own fault that I may find myself in those situations, but I do try to remedy them the best I can. I'm honest with people and all I can always hope is that by being honest we can find a solution. Whether or not it works is up to chance, but at least I can try. That's about all I can think to share today. Hey, if you guys like you can always email me with some thoughts at: riri619@yahoo.com. That's the best way to get hold of me nowadays. Thanks for stopping by.


Random Blurb: Love can be fickle, but true friendship lasts a lifetime.