::Damn the Mania::
Man, today is going to suck. I already know. But yeah I just needed to let that out because I'm all pissy and I'm really in the mood to smack a few people around. They hella deserve it right now. It's so hard to try and keep your temper when you've done nothing but try to keep your temper for a good part of your existence. I swear someone is going to push me too far today and get smacked the fuck up. I'm not even playing. I'm too bugged out to not let shit get to me. I'm feeling quite tempermental and more crap. I've been having one of my manic episodes. I'm trying to stay busy to not stress out...haha...yeah like that ever works. I feel so mean and I don't want to feel that way. I hate when I'm in these moods. I'm all anxious and obsessive compulsive and just plain stressing. Damn the doctor for making me reschedule. You bastard...I need to know what's wrong with me. My physical health is starting to go down the crapper because of all the stuff in my head. Whatever...shit...fuck...bitch...AAARGH!!!
Random Blurb: Health is really mind, body, and soul. If just one is off, then you're all off. That's how I am right now and it's nothing but a bitch. GRRR. I'm so frustrated!
posted by Rochelle @ 9:46:00 AM
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