::Hump Day...HAHA::
Ah...Wednesday...I'm that much closer to Friday...WOOHOO. Man, this week has really dragged for me. I have to go see my counselor tomorrow after school. I got to go and talk about my "issues" and shit. I mean I don't mind going because I do know that in the long run it's going to only help me out, it just really hurts to have to confront all the crap that's in my past. I mean there's so much that I was overwhelmed in my last session and it was just really hard to even get words out. I mean for my friends who really know me and most of what I've been through, it's so easy to talk to them. I have that trust and confidence that they'll be there for me and my character isn't compromised because of what has happened to me or what choices I've made. I don't feel judged when I talk to my counselor, I just don't have that trust to totally be able to say everything and anything to them. Yeah, ok, so they have that confidentiality shit. That's not really reassuring. I don't have a history or time tested relationship with this person so opening up is a little difficult. I've told them, and we're working on it. So hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to put my wall down...but honestly I'm not really expecting that much of a difference.
Man I feel like a flake. I totally was willing in the beginning to stay committed to my blog and stuff, but things lately have been really throwing me off. Like stuff at work is changing and like this paxil is really affecting me. The side effects suck for me...I mean before I was able to stay up at weird hours and like study because I was awake, but like now I can't even stay awake in class. I yawn my ass off at work and I always want to take a nap. Now I know how it feels to be a cat. HAHA...ok, it's not that funny. It's pretty darned amusing though...kind of...not really. OK! Well I've rambled for a while and I think I want a nap...or maybe I'll go take a walk. I gotta make up my mind about that. Thanks for those who still stop by every now and again. It's nice of you to do so. Have a nice upcoming weekend! I'm not sure when the next time is that I'll post something.
OH YEAH!!! I'm still trying to work on my blog that's dedicated to poetry, short stories, and the like. If you would like to contribute please feel free! I can be emailed at riri619@yahoo.com. I'd really like to showcase other peoples' work. I mean you guys will only get sick of my crap anyway. So please if you have something you don't mind sharing give me a holler. Okie dokie then...take care all!!!
Random Blurb: If you can master the art of the word then you can open a door to the world.
posted by Rochelle @ 5:00:00 PM
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