::I'm Totally Flippin' Out::
Man being medicated is crazy. I'm trying to get used to this Paxil crap and I totally have been bugging out. I act all weird w/out knowing it. Like I'll get all mean sometimes or like I'll totally think everything is funny or whatever. I've actually been getting sleep! That's the best part of being on drugs...well prescribed ones. As far as the medication actually helping me with my real issues, it has yet to kick in. The side effects suck, I've been all queazy. There's a couple more not so pretty side effects that I'd rather not discuss. I have to start going to see a counselor. It's official, I'm now called the Paxil Lady in my own home. Hot damn I love my brothers for that...dicks...whatever. I figured that I'd share this with the people who read my blog because I should've gotten help as far back as 8th grade. If any of you need help emotionally, mentally, or whatever don't be scared to seek it. I mean I waited 6 years until I actually got help that I was willing to look for. There's no shame in admitting that you have a problem. I feel tons better for doing that. Sometimes you're just too overwhelmed to hope that these types of episodes will pass, and when you hit that point stop letting your pride or shame get in the way. Get help and look for the right kind of support to get you through. This is just a little side thought. Take it or leave it, but I really do hope that I can encourage some of you to face up to those inner demons.
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