::Work or Play...There's no Difference::
Well, I got a new job. It's with the same company I'm with now, but it pays way better. I start training on Wednesday. I'll finally be able to move out, I've wanted to move out forever. It's just hard to do that when you feel obligated to help people you really shouldn't have to help. I don't know. Things are kinda weird for me. I mean there's just so much crap that I want to resolve, but at the same time I'm totally fucking fed up with it all and I don't even want to deal with it anymore. This going in a huge ass circle thing needs to quit. I'm seriously trying to break the cycle, it sucks that I'm trying but the other people who I need to help me break it just ignore me. I seriously want to get my life going where I think the right path should be, I just let things hold me back. I really do want to focus on me, but I have these feelings of obligation and guilt that make it really hard. I'm not even sure if my emotions are correctly placed. I'm stressed out and anxious again. Man, ok...time to go have a manic episode. Laters.
Random Blurb: It's time to fight my inner demons and heal old scars.
posted by Rochelle @ 8:28:00 PM
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