Sunday, August 10, 2003

::I've Gone to the "Bad Place"::


I'm feeling a little crappy. Too much stuff to think about. Life has thrown me into the next hectic little loop. I'm just letting you guys know in order for me to deal with it, well kind of deal with it, I've added another post onto the Kung Fu Kitten. It's heavy, well I can't really say anything I write is exactly happy, but this one in particular is on the depressing side. Just had to let that one out. It's kind of a reflection of my past. I did a lot of hiding behind a facade. I try not to do that so much now, it's hard to break that urge so I've really turned to writing. It sure as hell beats carving my arms up so I could focus on the physical pain instead of the emotional. My bad place now isn't as bad as my bad place from about 4 years ago. Progress is slow, but it's progress. I just suggest that if you're trying to stay happy, don't go read the new post. For the rest who dont' really care, knock yourselves out. Time to get back to work. Later all.


Random Blurb: I wish I was the type of person who could deal with situations easily. I just wish I had more control of myself.