Thursday, October 30, 2003

::Rain Down On Me/Let Your Love Fall Like Raindrops/Rain On Me::


Rain is coming to San Diego. Or so they say. "They", being the weather people. I hope that because that brush was burned that there's no mudslides. That would really suck. It's possible that the rain might ruin Halloween for some kids. They're not hardcore Trick or Treaters. I was hardcore, trekked about 4 miles to get my candy no matter how the weather was. But being hardcore doesn't meant you're smart. I'd get sick because I was stubborn and wanted candy, that was a bad combination.


::Other Things::

The new baby panda at the zoo is now like 7 lbs. He's really cute, it's hard to believe that he started out so tiny. He's not going to be named until he's 100 days old, according to Chinese tradition. Hmm, I'm part Chinese. I wish I knew what the Chinese traditions were. My dads, great grandpas, grandpa, was a Chinese immigrant to the Philippines. He was one of the merchants who set up in Ilocos, but he got to the Philippines and they messed up his name BAD. Yeah, it'd be nice to know what Spanish traditions are too. According to my mom's family history, some Spanish guy raped one of her ancestors and she had his bastard child. I barely know what the Filipino traditions are. I think that's sad. For some reason, when a lot of Filipino immigrants come to the US they tend to let themselves become really Americanized. They stop talking about how things were when they were back home. I swear, I have to bombard my parents with questions to get anything out of them.
Right now I'm upset with the opposite sex. I'm just in a bad situation with someone. We were together, we weren't together, we were in an "open" relationship, we were just dating but free to see other people, we were just friends. Now, we're in relationship limbo. I know what I want, but he doesn't know what he wants. Then to top if off I'm having mixed feelings about someone else. Oh, fuck a dog. I'm frustrated. I don't even know if I should bother with either of them. Whatever...


Random Blurb: Why couldn't you be content/With the love I gave oh yeah/I gave you my heart/But you wanted my mind, oh yeah/Your love scares me to death, boy/Oh it's the chokin kind