Saturday, November 22, 2003

::10 Minutes To Go::


OK, I survived my graveyard shift. I'm almost out of here. I'm going to go home, go to sleep, wake up, get ready for my shift that starts at 3 in the afternoon. Let's hope I can hang. Hmm...how can I kill my last 10 minutes? I can tell you I didn't do shit all night except for think. Think and bullshit with my co-workers. It was chill. I learned some pretty cool things about some of the people I work with. It's always nice to feel like you have some kind of bond going on. I like it. Especially since I've been feeling utterly lonely. Things are hard for me right now, there's a lot going on. Right now is a time for prayer for my family. We got word yesterday that someone is sick. Possibly terminal. All we can do at this point is wait it out, pray for strength, and give support. I'm shook. My emotions have been running rampant, getting the best of me. I'm just so drained by everything. I was talking to Mishers, and I totally understand what she meant when she told me that it's not the drama that throws her off, it's the feelings that are caused by it. Feelings...bah. I'd like to be a little more numb to it all. Right now I'm more attuned than I'd like to be. That bites. Well, I should start logging off so I can get the hell out of here. I need to be back in a matter of hours. *sigh* There's most likely going to be another post. I know I'll be bored all day.


Random Blurb: I'm going to pray the rosary before I sleep. Please hang in there. You can't leave us now.