Monday, January 19, 2004

::I Try To Find The Words::


I'm so distracted, I feel so awkward, and my mind happens to drift back to the same thing over and over again. This is the first time I've ever experienced anything so overpowering. At this point, I still don't fully understand the situation or where it may lead. There's no nagging in the deep recesses of my brain, instead there's a quiet acceptance. Everything is new to me, I have nothing to reference, and no precedents to guide me. And even with all this, I feel fine. That is most definitely a nice change. All in all, I find myself flailing helplessly when I try to express what is going on. Words fail horribly. They could never appropriately convey the beautiful and profound way I'm affected. It's all so breath taking and all I can say about it is, "Wow".


Random Blurb: There's a new post on the Kitten. That was the best I could come up with to even begin to explain...stuff...=)