Monday, May 03, 2004

::April, What A CRAZY Month::


April was one weird trip for me, I must say. It's almost been a month since surgery, and I'm happy that recovery is progressing as each day passes. Emotionally, I've been on a bad roller coaster ride trying to cope with what happened, but in the end I'm fine. It was just something that would take time for me to deal with and truly accept it as just something I had no power over. I mean it still sucks, but in the end I'm well and I know that I have so many people who love me. I mean the last day of April wasn't a good one...I ended up getting sick. Woo fucking hoo! Ain't I just one lucky bitch?

Long story short: I went to the Pinback concert with Brenna. We did way too much walking for my own good, and that made me really tired. I ended up sleeping outside for a couple of hours because we had more walking to do after the show. It was bloody cold. After I woke up on Friday morning I had a sore throat. Took a nap in the afternoon and by about 3 or so I had a raging temperature which continued to yo-yo until late Saturday night, early Sunday morning.

Anyway, I'm almost fully recovered from that one. My throat is still a little sore, but now I just have that sexy phlegmy thing going on like Phoebe from 'Friends'. Haha, I'm just kidding. Crap...there was an actual point to my post. I just wrote another piece for the Kitten because it has been badly neglected due to the crazy circumstances that arose. I was a little pissed off at the suggestion someone made of me being, "half of a woman" just because of my surgery. At first it didn't bother me because it was just a plain ignorant comment. Then it started to bug me because it was that blatantly ill formed in logic. So, with this piece I release all hard feelings I have towards that comment. I never held anything against the person who said it because I know that they didn't mean it like that. They were just scared for me. So yeah...it kind of sucks because all my writing sucks...hah...enjoy!


Random Blurb: I'm so freaking out of it...it has been one long, but enjoyable day