::It's Morning...::
and I've wasted away all night. Unable to sleep. Incapable of clearing my head of the many thoughts that pollute my mind. I'm bothered by things I find out, sometimes I wish people didn't speak so freely around me. There's nothing for me to do about it. It's not my place or in my power. There is an insane amount of misunderstanding and lack of communication going on, EVERYWHERE. It amplifies itself in some of the most trivial matters. I tried so hard to just let things go because there's nothing for me to do. I'm a middle man who's purpose is to act solely as a messenger or an audience. The thing that kills me the most is that I've been asked my opinion about the goings on, but once I open my mouth it's the wrong opinion. It's almost like the implication is I'm trying to be intentionally hurtful. Sorry...I guess. Just don't ask my opinion if you don't want me to be honest. I'd like sleep now. Too bad there's more to worry about.
FYI: New post on the Kitten and Happy Birthday to my Mom.
Random Blurb: I'd like a sleeping pattern. I haven't had one of those in about a good 5 years.


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