::Three Down::
Three to go, well for this week anyway. Tests, assignmetns, and quizzes have fried my brain. This is my brain on school:
School has been stressing me out. I'm so tired. BLAH, but that's not the point.
There's been a lot on my mind lately, yeah what else is new right? It's just so weird to look back on your past sometimes. After just talking to some people I was hit with a wave of regrets. I regret that I have lost some people who I felt were good friends. I regret that I did not put forth a better effort to keep in touch with people. I regret not getting to know certain people better. Yet, I am content with how I've handled most of my interpersonal relationships. I mean, I try to only focus on the good times that I was able to share with ALL the people in my life. Each and every person has played a role into helping me become the person I am, and who I will ultimately be when my time expires on this world.
I wish some things didn't have to change, but it is exactly that, wishful thinking. Right now, what matters most is that I can honestly say that I hold no hard feelings towards anyone. The hardest part of it all is acceptance, especially because of my personality. I hate just accepting things as they may fall, yet I'm guilty of being discouraged and having the urge to give up and run away. But when it comes to things I feel strongly about, it is almost impossible for me to let go. One of these things I hold near and dear to me is the friendships that I feel are genuine. I'm not sure if those people who were part of my life realized that, but I tried to show it in my own way and in the little things I did.
I do believe that things happen for a reason, primarily I believe that it is so that I can learn from the events that have passed. Some lessons must be learned the hard way, some take longer to come into focus, and sometimes I may miss a few lessons that have been or will be thrown my way. Point is it doesn't matter how long it takes you to learn a life lesson, it matters most what you do with it in regards to your future.
Random Blurb: I just needed to get it out...*yay* I feel better now.
posted by Rochelle @ 8:40:00 PM
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