::Roch Says::

::Uncertainty::

Not knowing things is very scary. I like being surrounded by knowledge. There's an odd sense of comfort in knowing something...anything. I don't like the saying, "Ignorance is bliss". To me it just seems like an easy escape from reality. I'd rather know what's true, and deal. That's just me. I don't like the uneasiness that's associated with the anticipation of trying to find something out. It just creates a whole slew of negative emotion. I feel like every time I'm anxious about something a little part of me is lost to the feelings. I can't be myself. I hate not being myself. Like right now for instance, I'm a little edgy because I don't know something that's important to me. *sigh* It's just hard to explain. Maybe I'm not being clear about what I mean. It's going to be OK though. I know it is. This part, the part about waiting to find something out, that's the worst. I just need to get through it.

Any way, I'm just feeling a little stressed due to a couple of things. I'm in Student Council, but there's drama going on right now. I'm actually acting as both the Treasurer and President. It's just stressing me out. There's a lot to accomplish. I feel, not so much burdened but maybe that's the closest word I can think of right now. I feel a lack of communication between us, and day school's student council. Also, I feel a lack of teamwork. BLAH. I have this event I'm trying to coordinate for this year's Street Scene. Also, I have a test coming up. There's a lot to commit to memory. And, I need to get things in order for our upcoming Pow-wow for school. I'm feeling a little gross, so I haven't started anything. I'll definitely be on top of the ball after getting a little rest. I think that's a good idea right now. That's pretty much all I have to say and vent about. Good night. Sweet dreams. Take care.

Random Blurb: Great...I didn't let Jack out in time. I'll be cleaning up dog urine before bed. *yay* =P

posted by Rochelle @ 11:22:00 PM